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Bintangnya Mana?




Turkey nightscape. Taken by Tunc Tezel (via twanight).


Akhir-akhir ini jadi sering berangkat ke kampus pagi banget, pulang malem banget. Dan dalam perjalanan pulang-pergi ini, sering banget kepala menengok ke atas, mengecek apakah langit cerah dan ada satu-dua bintang di atas. Bersyukur banget akhirnya tinggal di Bandung, bintangnya masih keliatan. Apalagi kalo udah di atas jam sembilan malam. Dari yang awalnya hanya terlihat satu-dua bintang, lama-lama ada kerlipan bintang yang lain. Makin malam, makin banyak kerlipan bintang. Gue senang.

Saking sukanya gue ngeliat langit malam, bahkan waktu diklat malam, gue masih sempet curi-curi melongok ke atas (maaf ya komandan). Waktu kumpul di Lap. Sipil, gue sempet ngeliat ke atas. Langitnya ceraaaah banget. Bulannya terang, bintangnya juga lumayan banyak. Waktu di Lap. Basket, langitnya masih sama, bulannya masih terlihat terang, bintangnya juga ngga ketutup awan. Jadi kalo udah capek berdiri, ganti posisi berdirinya sambil curi-curi liat ke atas hahah (sekali lagi maaf komandan!)

Pulang ke Jakarta, gue berharap bisa ngeliat langit yang sama. 'Berharap' yaaa meski gue tau kayaknya ngga mungkin, hahah. Seinget gue selama belasan taun gue tinggal di Jakarta, bintangnya ngumpet terus, ngga banyak.

Di Jakarta, yang sering gue liat justru kerlipan yang lain. Kerlipan artifisial. Entah dari menara pemancar, pesawat terbang, gedung-gedung perkantoran, sampai lampu sorot. Tapi sejak beberapa bulan yang lalu, harapan gue bisa melihat bintang banyak di langit atas rumah gue semakin pupus.... sejak sebuah mall yang deket banget sama rumah gue masang LED super jumbo, panjang, dan terang banget. Terangnya LED itu bahkan masih keliatan sampai jalan masuk ke komplek rumah gue. Tiap malem jadi berasa ada konser di deket rumah (soalnya mirip-mirip lighting konser).

Ya mungkin pemasangan LED ini semacam terobosan baru, strategi marketing, karya inovatif dari pihak manajemen mall. Karena sebenernya ya emang kok tampilan LED ini keren! Bahkan LED milik mall ini tercatat di Guinness World Records untuk kategori The World Largest Illuminated Facade. Mall ini langsung menjadi ikon DKI Jakarta. Sebuah prestasi yang patut diapresiasi.

The giant LED ini satu dari sekian banyak sumber cahaya penerang malam Jakarta. Semakin banyak ornamen penerang malam terinstal di kota ini. Bahkan mungkin sudah terlalu banyak, berlebihan. Sampai akhirnya menutup milyaran lampu yang telah alam berikan secara cuma-cuma kepada kita. Bintang-bintang itu tersembunyi, cahayanya kalah.

Banyak dari kita lupa, kurang arif, kurang bijak. Kita lupa menahan diri, berhenti dulu sejenak dan berfikir, saat dalam perjalanan mengembangkan teknologi paling maju. Semakin jauh teknologi kita di depan, semakin jauh pula diri kita dari alam. Takut sama kegelapan itu salah satu sifat dasar manusia. Tapi butuh cahaya seterang apa agar kita bisa tenang?

Polusi cahaya ini bukan hal sepele. Jarang dibicarakan orang jika dibandingkan dengan polusi udara, tanah, atau air, tapi efeknya sama nyatanya. It only takes two minutes of your time to watch this video and realize that sometimes we do need to turn off the lights.




Mungkin karena dari kecil gue suka dibeliin buku-buku tentang alam semesta, gue suka melihat langit. Entah langit siang atau langit malam. Mimpi besar gue adalah melihat langsung lengan Bima Sakti terbentang di langit malam. Keinginan kecil gue yang sebenarnya mudah terkabulkan, adalah menikmati malam bertabur bintang. Entah sambil main-main, sekedar lagi di perjalanan, atau apakek. Udah, itu aja. Tapi sayang, belasan tahun tinggal di kota, jadi jarang melihat bintang. Selama ini hanya beberapa kali aja ngeliat langit malam bagus banget, itupun waktu lagi di desa-desa.

Kemarin malam baru aja gue ke sebuah desa di Demak. Jalanannya masih kecil, sempit, dan hanya ada sedikit penerangan. Bagi gue yang terbiasa dengan terangnya kota, desa itu gelap. Lalu gue melihat ke atas, dan setelah sekian lama, gue akhirnya melihat langit yang cerah, cerah sekali. Bintang-bintang -tak terhitung jumlahnya, bertaburan menemani bulan sabit dan anak-anak desa yang lagi asik main kembang api. Damai.

Kita selama ini menyalakan lampu saat malam agar tidak gelap, tapi kita gak sadar kalau sebenarnya alam pun sudah menyediakan lampu bagi kita. Banyak. Gratis. Coba yuk, matikan sebagian lampu-lampu yang gak terlalu penting waktu malam hari. Lalu tengok ke atas, disana ada apa. Sepotong semesta yang bisa kita lihat di langit malam sebenarnya pengingat bahwa kita ini kecil. Semesta sudah ramai, bahkan tanpa kita. Alam yang besar. Apalagi Sang Penciptanya. Subhanallah.
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Pose, Posh!

Since I basically have nothing to do this particular week, I've been wasting my time for lurking things on web! I've been searching over some magazine spreads of Korean artists who I like, then booooooom I got lots! There are so many nice recent and past magazine spreads of my favorite artists which I've never seen before. So I began saving my favorite shots!

As always, click the image for its source.

First, no other than my man Choi Seunghyun. I've seen many spreads of him, like for Cosmo, Vogue, but his looks for this spread (especially the cover shot) for Dazed and Confused is just a picture perfect of T.O.P, rapper Seunghyun. Yes it somehow reminds me of him rapping full-heartedly and by saying that, yes, I miss his voice, which pulled me to this whole world of Korean music scene in the first place and I really want to get it again soon(er).





Next, the Cosmopolitan spread of the tiger and the giraffe: Kim Jong Kook and Lee Kwang Soo! Whoever watch Running Man must know about this two men. To be honest, this spread is pretty shocking to me because, well.... I have different impression about them haha! Again, whoever watch Running Man surely understand what I mean! I mean, I know that Kwang Soo is a model in daily basis and Jong Kook is a singer, but that impression is kinda brushed off by their witty and funny appearances in variety shows! So looking at them through this spread, all friendly and manly, is very heart-warming! And may I add that the article along the spread is worth to read, it shows how well and lovely relationships they have in reality.



Move to my most favorite female idol group, 2NE1! And may I add that I really, really miss them and I really, really want 2NE1 comeback. Hear that, YG? These various spreads of each member in four different magazines which are released on the same month this year (I think on March) simultaneously is like shouting 'COMEBACK! COMEBACK!' and yet there's still no news!

Anyway, I love all the spreads! My favorite is Minzy for Marie Claire! All of them are fabulous, Dara for ELLE is so pretty, Bom for Allure is graceful, CL for Harper's Bazaar is as fierce as always, but this spread shows us that the baby Minzy has grown up into a beautiful lady. She goes fierce and all confidence with her electric blue hair. Dara is being goddess and vulnerable in her photos for ELLE. The queen of corn, Bom, is really really pretty and CL is just being her usual self: queen.









As for the closure, I'd like to introduce a lady singer which I've previously known from variety show Family Outing: Lee Hyori. She's a well-known national singer in Korea, loved by the public despite all the controversies around her. She recently just released her fifth album Monochrome with three new MVs on Youtube. I really, really love the track and the MV of Amor Mio. Have been listening to it all day and not gotten tired of this yet. 

As part of her promotional activities (well, I guess), she's done a pictorial with Vogue. She nailed the circus-theme perfectly and I love it.




And... that's all for this post. I still have a lot pictorials that I find amazing but this post would be very very long! These are my ultimate favorite, though. But the Dazed and Confused with TOP as its cover is the ultimate favorite! I (wait, ALL his stans!) miss him so much that we could cry over a single picture or selca or fanacc or everything about him for days. 

Come on, man, drink your wine outside your cave.
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People, People, and.... People

Ok let me start with what I and my friends have been talking about recently: relationship (lol don't judge us, this topic just came out of nowhere). So basically we're talking about this and that and it eventually led us to our dream wedding and house. I, personally don't have so many specific details of my house for real, let it just be a house where I and my own family can live safely and happily. But, I do want to have a 'house', not in an apartment or condo or such, in the city. And in my dream-house-specification I want a house with a backyard (not because I like gardening but I just like the idea of having a large place where I can play outdoor with my children and husband) and a room designed like Teletubbies' house. A ROOM. A small replica. Not the whole house lol of course not. I think it'd be good as a study room or a play room...

...and then I stopped. Right there. Where could I find such a space for my dream house? I mean, I would've gotten it eight, maybe ten or fifteen years later but I don't think there would be another space for my house. I think it's gonna be hard enough to find a 'house' in the city, let alone a house with backyard. (wait, by city I mean a big city like Jakarta or Bandung, because I want to linger around there)

This thought coming back last night, when I, Mom, and lil bro were going back from Mall Taman Anggrek. Just across the mall, there's a brand new luxury apartment. The building is nice and clean, and the position looks strategic because it's just across a freeway, protocol street, and one big mall. But despite all of those, just in front of the apartment, lies a river. And not a pretty river. It's a river which would be flooding when it's raining hard. The river is dirty; brown in color, trashes everywhere, and stinky.

I thought there wouldn't be many people interested to buy. But I was wrong. The building process was very fast, and it means there are many people rent/buy it already. But why? Why... there?

And my surprise wasn't stopped there; it's getting bigger when I just figured out last night that just around 100 meters away from that apartment, there's another apartment in the making. Smaller, not as lux (it's definitely cheaper), but still a decent place. This second building is also located just across that river.

I expressed my curiosity to my Mom and then she explained. As I heard from her, what's important for people right now is easy access. There are a lot of businessmen linger around and they need to find a place to live, and it's not easy to find one in Jakarta. Developers find it as an opportunity and of course they wouldn't miss it. Build one here, build some there. Those who need a living place pick one which suit their needs the best. So this is why those units are sold out fast...

This discussion extended quite long and my Mom ended it with "Soon, there would be more -if not all- vertical houses in Jakarta." 

Grid of housing and office towers in Seoul, South Korea. (Photograph by Leon Chew for National Geographic)


My wish of having my dream house crashed straight away lmao. 

But still, I find the location of those two new apartments is so weird. It's better if it's built as a small park or something (to prevent the flood!). There are too many buildings in Jakarta right now. Jakarta is packed with buildings, vehicles, aaaand people. People, people, people everywhere. Then I thought maybe if there weren't so many people, there wouldn't be so many buildings, so many vehicles, traffic jams, crimes... Are people the problem?

Nope.

People solve the problems. Right?

Or they (we) don't? We do solve problems, but mostly our problems. Our current problems, to be exact. Some visionaries have thought (and have been thinking) about how should we live our life to achieve sustainability, but most of us haven't. Sometimes I think we're too focusing in our life that we forget our life also depends on how people around us live their life.

There are approximately 7 billion human on Earth right now. And this number is believed to continue increasing every year. In Java, there's this proverb: more children bring more luck. But is it true? 


I believe having more children can give you more laughter and happiness in life. I understand people who want to have many children so they won't ever feel lonely because I don't want to feel lonely too. But in larger perspective, having more children means more human on Earth. Means there are more people to feed, more money needed to be able to feed, more lands needed for a place to live, and so on. Back in the past, years ago, maybe these weren't big problems because there were still a lot of food supplies, empty lands, and such...

But now is a completely different situation. Sometimes we forget that we might run out foods. Not only foods though, we might run out everything that we have now. It's a public secret that our current main energy resources -fuels- might no longer exist in the near future. All of this happened because the amount we take is more than the available amount or what we give back. And this will go on as more people need to live and somehow we just don't know how to control it. Not to control the way or how people should live, but to cut the destruction chain. Yep, destruction chain. Sometimes we don't realize that we might be a part of the chain by doing our everyday routines. (Including me)

So people are really a problem?

Nah. Maybe, if there are less people, this world wouldn't be so crowded. Less crimes, less problems. People could find some better places to live instead of living beside a dirty river. Or maybe they could live there comfortably because the river wasn't dirty. 

But thinking in that way, we're being so ungrateful. So ungrateful that we blame lives. Because maybe, if there are less people, those good things wouldn't also happen. Again, we don't realize that maybe it's ourselves who created these problems. We don't realize that maybe it's because we just can't control it. We don't realize that more people could bring more ideas to live a better life. I think, if we think positively and determine to do it, no matter how large the human population is, we can control the sustainability of this Earth to support our (and other populations') livings.

Well, that's my dream.

But it's not easy. It's very difficult. Back to smaller perspective, in reality, sometimes I can't even control my life. And so are other people. I understand that sometimes people forget about bigger things, because I also forget. So how could we remember? What can we do?

And I feel a little bit ashamed that I know some of the problems in this world that need to be fixed and writing it down here but I still don't know what to do. And I'm a bit sad (but I don't know what to do) because I know there are a lot of people who sort of realize what's the problems and what can we do theoretically but still few actions. Like me. People say that we should start from the small things first to achieve something big. It's so hard, but we gotta try. 

I wish I can do more than just writing and do real actions. Well, I must.

Note:
As I stated first, I write this post because of that silly (but serious lol) random talk about relationship with my friends. But waay before, I've read National Geographic Magazine 7 billion series. I was so taken aback with all the facts, assumptions, opinions regarding this issue. Thank you for the NGM writers for working hard delivering these big information for us and enlighten my mind! Read more about this issue on the magazine or via their website here.
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Dear TV

A mind-blowing song and lyrics from Tablo. Brief introduction: he is a famous Korean rapper and also part of a hip-hop group Epik High. To be honest I didn't really catch the actual meaning of this song until I read some reviews on web. This part 'I'm looking for nirvana but you Geffenize me', I didn't even know that word of geffenize and I found nothing on dictionary. Then I found this explanation from here: This line refers to Geffen, record label for the rock band Nirvana - a label that some Nirvana fans felt the band had to sacrifice their creative vision for.


And here it is, my simple thought about the meaning of this song:
I think this song is about how media really affecting people's mind and thoughts about everything. How media reports everything the way they want and make people believe it. The world is your aphrodisiac, so you stay turned on every minute every second I breathe. Nah, because I'm pretty sure that Tablo wrote this album based on his true feelings after the controversy and his life as an artist, I think that line refers to how media never sleeps, always watching his moves and waiting for his mistakes or glory so they can report it straight away... and sometimes they portray it wrong. If a heaven is a show, well televise me. It tells that media reports everything, every details that you might never thought they would know. Then it ends with don't act like you know me 'cause you recognize me, you sell my record me. Just because we see him performing on TV or reading news about him on papers, it doesn't mean we know him. Like I first said, sometimes media tells the turn-around facts, exaggerating things, so as long as we don't reaaaally know him (like, in person), we basically know nothing about him.

This song is very short -only 44 seconds. I like this song because it's different and it sounds sincere. Plus, from this song, I learn a lot of new words -some of them I've never heard before. Thank you, Tablo. Well no wonder since he graduated from Stanford (English Literature major!)...

Enjoy!



Tablo . Fever's End PART 2
Dear TV,
Desensitize me.
Gimme more genocide please.
The world is your aphrodisiac,
so you stay turned on every minute,
every second I breathe.
You weaponize greed,
kill me with incessant I need.
Got me checkin' out those,
and checkin' out these.
Mainstream me, disinfectin' my breed.
I'm lookin' for nirvana but you Geffenize me.
Point me to the skies till heaven's eye bleeds.
Anoint me with your lies then divinize me.
If heaven is a show, well, televise me.
But I won't lie my way in, no fakin' IDs.
I'll die standin'. Try breakin my knees.
I'll do a handstand like I'm breakin'.
Now freeze. Don't act like you know me 'cause you recognize me.
You sell my record, not me.

 
NOTE: I got the picture of Tablo above from this article of WIRED. The controversy I mentioned above is Tablo's Stanford degree controversy, which I previously mentioned in my article on this blog. I suggest you to read that WIRED article to know more about it.
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Kpop: Bittersweet Industry

Nah, wherever you are, have you ever heard these names of idol groups or even their songs: Super Junior, SNSD (Girl's Generation), Big Bang, 2NE1, 2PM, TVXQ/DBSK? Wherever you are, in Asia or not, I'm pretty sure that a lot of people now at least know one of them. Those are the most popular Kpop idol groups (in my opinion) and there are still a lot of groups out there -and a lot more to come.


The fans.

For me, the most standout difference between Kpop and any other musics is the fans. The fanbases. I am a fan of Big Bang, I call myself an VIP. I admit I'd never thought I would fall for any Kpop groups this much until I knew Big Bang a year ago. My Mom sees me as a 'hardcore' fan. Meh. She just doesn't know the other fans out there... If she figured out how the other fans are, then she'd realize that I'm nowhere near hardcore (please, I don't even have a single physical album of Big Bang). 

It's been awhile since I knew Kpop. At first I was... shocked. The fans are so determined to make their oppars/unnies happy and thus make themselves happy. They plan to bulk-buy physical albums, buy all versions of that, wait outside the airport to greet although it's midnight or early in the morning, go to every concerts their idols hold... For a newbie, those things shocked me a lot. Even now, although I already understand the feelings of being fans, their determination and energy for their oppars/unnies still amaze me. Do not underestimate the power and loyalty of fans! (Wait, me writing this, doesn't mean that I think these behaviors are wrong or what!)

Thousands of ELFs attending Super Junior's Super Show 4 at Tokyo Dome
In the midst of my shock, I was wondering... why? Why do the Kpop fans behave like that? What's so interesting about these idol groups until they would like to give everything for oppars/unnies?! I read in Tumblr that someone lost her virginity just to get money for buying albums, that some people suicide because their idol groups breakup. S e r i o u s l y... that's just unnecessary, and I'm sorry, stupid. I'm sorry for them. So yeah, back to the question, why? Being a K-idol fan for a year, I still haven't figured out the best answer (because basically I like Big Bang because of their musics, and at first I enjoying their musics only. My curiosity that leads me to 'stalk' them in web and I also don't know why eventually I also care about the other aspects of Big Bang.)

And of course, no need to mention sasaeng fans. Crazy fans who stalk (in real life) their idols every single time, hurt their idols physically whenever they meet... and the rest of their crazy activities can you read here. Oh, delusional people.


The musics and performances.
Being a K-idol fan for a year, who often read allkpop and soompi, I take another notes about this industry. One, is about the idols, their company, and their musics. The big 3 entertainment company in Korea are SM Entertainment (Super Junior, SNSD, DBSK, etc), YG Entertainment (Big Bang, 2NE1, Se7en, etc), and JYP Entertainment (2PM, 2AM, Wonder Girls, etc). Among them, I like YG the most. 

Yonghwa from CN Blue
YGE lets its artists to produce their own musics. That's why I really like Big Bang which songs are produced mostly by GD, their songs are genuine and evolving, different in every comeback. I also like the other producers in YGE because, yeah, their musics are different than the other. Of course it doesn't mean that the songs from other entertainments are bad. But to be honest, for me, the musics from the other companies have.. the same feelings. Well, for me. It's just like, if I listen to some musics from different groups without knowing the songs first, I wouldn't know that they're sung by different groups. (Test me now. I still can't differentiate some groups by their voices although I've been lurking around listening to their musics.) I think Kpop needs more creativity. So each groups has its own uniqueness. Could it be that because one group is so successful with this kind of music, then the others also do this music to reach the same success?

Yonghwa from CN Blue also famous for his self-writing songs. But again, just because GD or Yonghwa or anyone else write their own songs, all of them are good. And other groups whose their musics are mainly produced by anyone else, doesn't mean that the musics are bad. People have different taste!

Also, Kpop idols dance. In their performances (or in their music videos), they dance. Since I like dancing, I enjoy watching them dancing in synergy on stage! And they're dancing while singing -that's difficult! It's tiring and difficult. And maybe it's the reason why, sometimes, they do lip-sync. I'm okay with lip-sync as long as they don't do it too often. Because hey... they're singers who also dance, not dancers who also sing.


The appearances.

Kpop idols = plastic surgery. Really? Just because they're pretty and handsome, doesn't mean they all had plastic surgery. Personally, I don't really care if someone had plastic surgery because what really matters is the voice and the overall performance. But what bothers me... Somehow it seems like the look is more important. The girl groups being sexy, the boy groups also being sexy. Yes, look is also important since it also sells, but they are singers. Their voice should be put in the first place.

I don't think it's good to produce a group just because they all are so pretty and sexy while their musics are just okay (in other word, not good). I give you an example, a Kpop group named Swing Girls. Read this article from allkpop. Well, so basically this group is formed because... all members have D-cup size of bra. S e r i o u s l y. I quote this from the comment on that article by Kristi: If having Korean D-cup breasts and being 170cm is all you need to become an idol, I fear for the fate of music. 

Now I give one example of Korean singer who recently released mega hit song. He's not an idol, not young, and less attractive compared to K-idols. But he successfully grabs international attention even without trying! He's PSY. Only with super fun song and music video of Gangnam Style, he makes it viral. Wall Street Journal, CNN, LA Times even made coverage for this! Psy grabs this attention without being sexy!



The pressure.

Being idols = being role models. That's why they're being watched closely not only by fans, but also the media. One mistake could be a disaster. Well, it doesn't happen in Korea only, it's basically a pressure that all entertainers have. The pressure for being good all the time. 

Tablo
What makes me sad and angry is this kind response of some people after the idols make mistakes: sending death threats. Death threats are just TOO MUCH. Idols are also humans! Humans do mistakes! After having trauma because of the incidents they make, idols also suffer because of the pressure around them. 

The stupidest case I know is Tablo's Stanford degree controversy. Tablo is a rapper. Some people didn't believe that Tablo graduated from Stanford, then they formed an anti-cafe called Tajinyo (means demand the truths from Tablo). Tablo did EVERYTHING to clear these things out. He published the graduation certificate which is a PROOF that he really graduated from Stanford. But those -sorry- stupid people denied this fact and up to now they still continue accusing Tablo. They didn't just say bad things about Tablo, but some people sent threats to Tablo and his family. What a sad life they have. Don't you have other things to do other than disturbing someone's life?!

For you who have interest in this Tablo case, read this article from WIRED.

Kpop is sweet.

This super long writing might be seen as the 'bitter' aspects of Kpop only. So where is the sweet? The sweetest things about Kpop, K-idols, K-entertainers: they are super friendly and FUNNY! I like their personality! I'm a fan of Running Man (a variety show). That show is super funny and it shows us the personality of K-artists when they're not performing on stage. I don't need to know who they are first to love them in variety show lol. Seriously, Kpop idols are sweet. Not only the fans who show love for the idols, but the idols also show love for the fans. 

Running Man - Nickhun & Taecyeon from 2PM episode


This is only my opinion from what I read and what I heard. Please correct me if I'm wrong with some facts, but mainly this is just an opinion. You may not agree with me but it's okay! We all have different thoughts anyway. And sorry, I know it's full of grammar mistakes!

Enjoy the Kpop musics, guys!

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