Because everything won't be so easy, as easy as it seems. 

Practically, being a college student means living on my own. Transition from teenager to adult. If I'm sick, I'm sick alone. Hungry? My own problem since no one is there to cook me food. Rain season is suddenly becoming my first world's problem. Walking, running under the rain is unavoidable, and shiver comes later. (Not to mention, the time taken to dry my clothes is getting longer. Please.)

Meanwhile, academically, deadline is becoming the worst nightmare. Or should I say, real-life nightmare, since I don't just dream about it. The last week of college has been pretty hectic for us, with all final tasks deadlines and exams came consecutively. I relied on my power of kepepet. This is not so me, to be honest. Now I'm like, oh okay whatever with the results as long as it's finished on time, and I used to be more... perfectionist. The lectures are becoming harder, harder, and harder. I was struggling for a while to adjust with this fast pace of learning in class. When I'm already getting used to it, then I feel like my life is 80% of studying, studying, and studying.

 

It may sounds like I'm complaining, complaining, complaining. But no. I'm so grateful that I'm getting what I've really wanted so bad. Alhamdulillah.  It's just me ranting about how different my life is in college. How difficult it was for me, at first, to be around genius people all day. I've been telling it multiple time, but yeah, I miss the old time. As busy as I was, as bad as my grades were, I've never felt such a big pressure like I sometime feel recently. I miss high school so much. I miss wasting my time in inter lounge, watching random horror movies or Running Man in class, chatting with my teachers, jumping to someone's car and get away from school to TA or CP. Oh, exciting time.

But that is life... right? I am aging, so everything also changes. I'm growing up, so everything also seems becoming more serious to me. Somehow, I feel like another factor why I miss the old time so much is the fact that now I can't joke around as free as I used to do. No more irresponsible me. No more stupid dramas between me and people. This is unavoidable condition that I must go through.. no matter how difficult it is.

Oh, college life. In a speed of light, I'd becoming a career woman, then a wife, then a mother, though. (AMIN)

Oh, time.

Because I go to an institute in Bandung, practically I live in Bandung right now. But this term I often go back to Jakarta for some reasons hahah. Homesick, studying with Dad, attending Big Bang concert... and another reasons haha. I like living in Bandung, but somehow I still feel the differences between studying at kosan and at home. Mainly it's due to the loneliness I feel at kosan hahah. By loneliness I mean compared to the situation at home. Since my little brother and Mom are sooo chitty chatty it feels so quite at kosan hoho. And the food. Seriously, nothing beats the home-cooked food. 

I'm a regular customer of Citi Trans. I always go back and forth Jakarta-Bandung by Citi Trans. The cars are good, on-time, easy to book seats. It's one of the most believable travel I think. But unfortunately today I'm a bit disappointed... It's no one's faults actually. But I just don't expect a Citi Trans car mogok in the freeway hahah. Yes, the car I took today mogok, in Cikarang freeway (after the gate). We went off from Dipati Ukur at eight, and the car stopped at Cikarang at ten. It looked like the driver was unprepared to that condition, I guess he was.. confused? 

One of the passenger called Citi Trans customer service and they told us that we could take another CT cars that passed by. So yeah after waiting for around 20 minutes I and another two passenger took another CT car. But not to Central Park (our destination), it's a car to Kelapa Gading pool (so far from CP omg). And then we're told that we should take a cab from Kelapa Gading. At first I didn't really get what does it mean. I mean please. The car stopped and we took another car and they expected us to take a cab by ourselves?! But it turned out that yes, we took a cab, but they're paying for us. So the three of us took a cab from Kelapa Gading to CP and it took around one hour (oh please Jakarta as much as I love you I strongly dislike the traffic jam). And it costed IDR 99000 wow expensive o_o The CT officer at Central Park pool also got a little bit shocked after seeing the price that they had to pay for lol hahah.

So this morning, I expected to arrive at eleven but it turned out that I finally got home at one. The longest trip from Bandung to Jakarta. Ever. Five hours omg! Fortunately I don't have anything special today so it's quite 'okay' for me to waste two hours today on the road. But another passenger, a lady, apparently had an important schedule today starting at eleven.. She's rushing right after we arrived in CP. 

It's no one to blame for this. Alhamdulillah it's only mogok, not an accident or something. And the response was pretty quick (I mean, we didn't have to wait for, like, an hour). But the irony is, Citi Trans has increased the price since today, and what I got? Mogok. (And pillows for each seats actually). Hoho I know it's obviously unplanned but Citi Trans, please improve. I wish this won't happen again in the future. As a nomaden living in Slipi-Cisitu I'm dependent to this travel kkk.

Good night!

To be honest I still don't know what major I will take next year. Right now I'm still enjoying myself as a TPB student... and as a TPB student I don't feel like a college girl haha I feel like I'm still in senior high, in my fourth year of senior high, but with more difficult topics and more packed schedule. Sometimes I'm jealous with my friends who already take a specific major hahah.

It's been a very busy month, with all tasks and exams. The official last day of this term is December 21st aaaaa holiday come faster pleeeeeeeease!

Feel like writing but don't know what to write hahah. I guess I just wanna share this meme from Fuck Yeah Ganeca. It's me while studying these past weeks:

TPBers will get this.

Happy new year! I wish we all will have a great year ahead, amin... I spent my new year eve at home (in Bandung), watching EPL matches (MU vs Blackburn and Chelsea vs Aston Villa. MU lost, and so did Chelsea. What a dreadful result for Chelsea to end 2011). I didn't see any fireworks, I only heard them. Quite disturbing for sleeping people... But it's okay. NYE is really the time for playing around with fireworks. How's your NYE, people?

I'm already in Jakarta. I still have a week holiday. Uhm nothing much to do, maybe it's gonna be a boring week... I still can't use my laptop, so for some time I use my Mom's old laptop.

So. 2012. I'm sure some people already have plans what will they do, and some other just go with the flow. I have plans, and I really wish I can accomplish them successfully.

New year, new hopes, new opportunities. One thing that I'm sure will happen: changes. Changes... in anything. Not everything, but I'm sure there are some changes that can totally change me this year. It's a year that I call the start of masa peralihan. I'm going to university this year, Insya Allah. Being a campus girl, for me, is a phase where you transform from girl into woman. From a spoiled kid into an independent woman. From a whiny kid into a brave woman. This year's gonna be crucial. I have to know what I really want in future, what I really want to do in future. Up to now, January first, I'm still not sure.

Talk about changes, I've changed my goals a lot. When I was a kindergarten kid, I wanted to be a teacher. I thought it's fun to be a teacher. I observed what my teachers did: they only taught us to read, to draw, to speak, to sing, and they often took us to many fun places. It's easy and fun! But of course those are what kindergarten teachers do. Not what elementary teachers do.

My want to be a teacher disappeared when I was a third grader. I found that being a teacher was not that fun and not that easy (especially when a teacher had to handle some naughty kids). In my age at that time, I already found my interest in science, especially science about universe. I read my Childcraft encyclopedia about The Universe, although I didn't understand (it's in English). I just looked at the pictures... and they're amazing. I read another book in Indonesia and from them I knew that knowledge about the universe (planets, stars, quasars, etc) is called astronomy, and people who actually learn about it seriously and whose job is observing sky are called astronomer. I wanted to be one of them. I really wanted to be an astronomer. I knew that it's a very high dream. But then I made it even higher: I wanted to be an astronomer in NASA.

In junior high school, I got more knowledge about everything. I got another interest. I really like detective-thriller TV shows like NCIS, CSI, Bones. I knew CSI first, when I was a seventh grader. I thought the CSI are COOL! Not only the CSI but also the scientist who processed the evidences (I still think they are cool)! Since then I wished I could be a scientist who processed the evidences from crime scene. My previous wish to became an astronomer slowly disappeared, but I still loved astronomy at that time (I still love it now).

Nah. In senior high school.... I became more labile. Padahal mestinya gue udah mesti tahu apa yang gue mau. Gue kira seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya, cita-cita gue bakal berubah lagi. Tapi ternyata, gue malah cenderung balik ke cita-cita gue sebelumnya.

Mulai dari cita-cita gue yang paling awal: jadi guru. Keinginan gue buat jadi guru sempet hilang karena menurut gue pas itu, ternyata jadi guru itu nggak sesuai dengan bayangan gue. Nah sekarang di SMA, gue nemu guru-guru yang beda jauh sama guru-guru gue sebelum mereka. They're smart -of course- and they're the coolest teachers I've ever known. One of them is an author, translator, and likes going to music concerts (from SUEDE concert to Super Junior concert!) and traveling. Another one is super duper smart, likes traveling and I guess he has plan to visit Maldives (I recently spotted him browsing tickets to Maldives). The other ones are cool also in their own way. By looking at them and how they behave as teachers, it made me thought, hey... I could be a cool teacher also. My teachers look enjoying their job. I see they look so happy... I like what my like-going-to-concert teacher does: she teaches, she writes, she travels. If my passion to become a teacher is THAT big, maybe I would sign to be 78 SHS international teacher. Physics teacher. Ha ha ha ha. But really, I doubt I have that much passion to become a teacher. So I guess... it's just... an option.

Then to my next big dream: be an astronomer. I love astronomy. If people can only be happy because they do what they like, then I should be live very happily if I become an astronomer. I considered this as another option. But then I knew that my parent (especially my Mom) wouldn't let me choose astronomy in university. So.... good bye, dream? Maybe if I couldn't be a pro, I could be an amateur...

Then to my another big dream: be a crime scene scientist. Again, it's kind of strange dream and I'm sure that my Mom wouldn't allow me hahahaha but my Dad, he likes watching the detectives TV shows too so I guess he could understand this dream. But I don't know what major to take. Anyone knows?

I realize that I still don't know what I really want. But I know what I like. My first option right now is Teknik Industri. Although I'm still labile but somehow I think this major fits me. Basically I like physics, but I don't like it that much (I avoid electricity and electromagnetism). I don't want to learn physics that deep. I like management but I don't want to get into business and management. The things is I don't have plan if later I graduate from TI. People say, just go with flow... It's true but it's still my concern. Some part of me refuse to work in office, as an employee. Some part of me say that it doesn't matter what job would I get because if I apply for that job, of course I already have interest to it and if I work hard and good, I'll survive and happy. Ya Allah, please lead me to a right path....

Mungkin sedetik lagi ada hal menarik lain yang muncul di kepala gue. Mungkin sedetik kemudian bisa berubah lagi. Mestinya gue udah nggak boleh bingung-bingung lagi, waktunya udah mepet banget. Tapi yah gimana... Lebih baik bimbang sekarang kan daripada pas udah kadung masuk kuliah malah nggak betah. Ini krusial. Tahun ini krusial. Nggak cuma keinginan gue yang bisa berubah-ubah tahun ini. Seperti yang gue bilang di awal, tahun ini pasti banyak yang berubah. Gaya hidup gue nanti pas kuliah, teman-teman bergaul gue nanti... Yang mungkin nanti bikin cara berfikir gue berubah, cara belajar gue berubah, sampai hal-hal kecil kayak how do I dress up... Perubahan yang pasti bikin gue sedih nggak jelas ya pasti perubahan lokasi tempat tinggal. Kemungkinan besar kuliah gue ngekos, nggak sama Mama deh. See, I'm still a spoiled kid. Gue ngerasa masih belom siap sama segala perubahan-perubahan ini. Huft. Selamat menuju masa peralihan ya, Rizk.

Yaudahlah sekarang yang penting belajar dulu. Semangat semua angkatan 2012!

Tes tes tes. Ini post percobaan. Gue sekarang lagi ada di Bandung, dan tebak- gue disini sampe TAHUN BARU. Dari Natal. Ok kayaknya semua orang yang gue kenal juga berbondong-bondong pergi ke Bandung, dan mereka berbondong-bondong pula pulang hari Senin ini. Tinggallah gue di rumah, cuma sama Mama dan adek. Papa baru aja pergi ke Semarang. Mobil ada, yang nyetir nggak ada. Jadilah gue harus memanfaatkan segala kondisi ini untuk santai di rumah: nonton DVD, baca, makan, tidur. Heaven. Plus daerah rumah gue di Bandung ini lebih tepatnya Bandung coret, Cimahi, udah bukan Bandung lagi. Nggak di kota, tapi ademnya luar biasa. Kalo udah hujan terus gelap, kayak kemaren, gue berasa da di Forks. Yah, cuma kurang tetangga ganteng yang ternyata vampir aja (serem juga sih kalo beneran ada). Aduh, jadi intinya gue ke Bandung udah persiapan segala macem. Segala gadget gue bawa, segala buku yang pengen gue baca gue bawa. Setelah bosan main nonton dll nya akhirnya hari ini gue memutuskan untuk nulis blog aja. Nyalain komputer rumah.... Error. Ok. Nyalain laptop gue.... Error. Oke sedikit panik, karena ini laptop gue, dan kalo rusak keselnya gak nahan. Ini udah pernah kejadian sebelumnya, jadi yaudah, mungkin laptop kesayangan ini butuh istirahat dulu. Sampai akhirnya gue dihadapkan pada pilihan terakhir..... iPad. Udah yakin gak bakal nemuin masalah apa-apa: Internet nyala, seharian ini gadget gak nunjukkin tanda-tanda error, alhamdullilah. Sampe akhirnya gue ke website Blogger, log in, sampai di dashboard, klik new post, nulis judul..... Sampe akhirnya gue mau nulis isi post, nggak bisa. Crap. Mungkin ada yang salah apa gimana? Gue otak-atik tetep nggak mau juga. Udah mulai kesel. Akhirnya gue cari tau di Google, kenapa gue gak bisa nulis postingan. Dan ternyata... Jeng jeng.... Emang gak bisa nulis di kolom new post itu. Fix 100% kesel asdfghjkl!!!! Gue nggak ngerti deh itu emang kurang dari iPad nya atau Blogger nya nggak kompatibel sama iPad nya- ah, bodo. Yang jelas mood buat ngeblog hari ini lenyap sudah. Oh, ini postingan gue post dari iPad tetep. Berkat petunjuk dari seseorang di Google, katanya nulis di bagian Edit HTML aja. Yaudah gue coba, dan bisa. Tapi feeling gue hasilnya jelek. Yasudahlah mari kita lihat hasilnya gimana. Yang jelas iPad sama Blogger udah sama-sama mengecewakan buat gue sore ini. Doakan saja laptop gue udah selesai ngambeknya besok, jadi gue udah bisa ngeblog dengan normal dan lega karena nggak mesti panik lapto kesayangan rusak. Ciao! ------------UPDATE. Ternyata emang jadinya jelek banget. Udah gak teratur, nggak ada spasinya. Ergh gue udah lupa cara ngotak-atik HTML. Cuma bisa ngejadiin ini bold doang. Doh. Dan ternyata ini juga nggak jadi bold!!!! Gagal.

Hello. It's holiday! Alhamdulillah I've got my report card and it's good :)

As written in my previous post, I'd like to draw some during this holiday... Because I guess I don't have anything to do. (I know I knoooowwwww I should study because next year I have to face UAN, UAS, and maybe SNMPTN etc etc... But I really think I DESERVE some days to rest) Well, I've already made two!

Well, my drawings are not that good. In fact, I think a 7 or 8 years old kid can draw these waaayy better than me... Honestly I don't have that much passion in drawing, so I don't really mind if my drawings are not that good because, well, it's just for fun :D The feeling after finishing the drawings is sooo goooood!

I already said that in age of 16, my drawings are the same as my drawings in age of 9. I stopped my drawing course when I'm in grade 6, and in junior high I learned how to draw.... in perspective. Not fun. Not only that, I also learned how to draw human face... But I always failed! My highest score was 78........... Until now I can't draw human face and fingers. And ears... I NEVER DRAW EARS!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry, people in my drawings, you don't have ears :(

So here they are.... Two drawings I've made this week!

The second drawing is actually a remake.. I've drawn the exact same drawing when I was a fifth grader. I wish I still have it so I could compare them...

Last holiday I also drew some... I think they're better than the 2 drawings above hehehe the rocket one is my favorite! :D

I still have 2 weeks of holiday, so I guess I can draw more.. Except I have another fun things to do! Oh I already bought some books. Unfortunately out of 4 books I really want to read I only got one :( I got the second book of The Search For Merlin trilogy: The Grey Labyrinth! Hehehe I've finished reading it. I can say that it's a good book, can't wait for the final book!! I also bought The Second Summer of the Sisterhood, the second book of The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. I haven't read the first book but it doesn't matter.

Oh, my next post will be about Teacher's Day. Can't write it now, I haven't transferred the photos from my Canon! Ciao!

Alhamdulillah, I have all my exams and tasks DONE! Hihihi happy :) :) :) But I'm also concerned about my final scores in report book... Predict that some subjects wouldn't be as good as the previous term but of course you can't just stop hoping and praying for the best hehehe :D Wish me luck! Wish us luck!

Actually I want to share photos and story about the Teacher's Day several weeks ago... But I think it's better to write it later, after I get my report book so I can also share pictures of that day!

So. I guess I just want to write a little... about... my wants right now.

Holiday is getting closer. So what do I wish for holiday? A proper holiday. So guess what place I really want to go to?

I think it's a simple request... Very simple... But why is it so difficult to have a visit to Bosscha??!? Whenever I have the time, Bosscha is closed :| And as I stated in my previous post, Bosscha is closed during the end-year so I guess I just have to be patience.

So if I can't go to Bosscha... I don't really mind if I just stay at home during this holiday as long as I have something fun to do. Something interesting. Give me books, give me films, give me drawing book and crayons, I'll survive.

Give me book(s):

1. Princess Diaries series. I think I already said that I fall in love with Michael Moscovitz, yes?

2. Runaway. I have to complete this Airhead series.

3. Deception Point. The only Dan Brown's book I haven't read. I'm a fan of Dan Brown! I like his books :D

4. Tyas Palar's The Grey Labyrinth! Tyas Palar is actually my biology teacher hehe, I call her Ma'am Tyas :D It's the second book of The Search for Merlin series. Love the cover :D

5. Pudding comics. I really forget what's the actual title of the comic when I'm writing it right now hahaha I just call it Pudding. I'll search later what is the actual title of it. This comic is super super super super super FUNNNNNNNNNNYYYYYYY!

Give me film(s):

1. The Last Song. Have heard about how good it is fooorrr maaanyyy timmmeesss from Tisa but haven't got time to search for the DVD.

2. NCIS season 1-8. Looovveeee this TV show! Heheheheh but I don't know where to find the DVD.. I plan to borrow some from Syandi, he got all of them! Can't waiiittt for season 9!

3. Bones season 1-6. Also love this TV show. Not only by the cases involving human bones but also by the drama between Brennan and Booth :D

4. Running Man and Family Outing. My favorite Korean variety shows! I actually like Big Bang because of Family Outing :D But since I can't download ANYTHING at this moment (and until days or maybe weeks later...) because my laptop disk is full, I can't download these shows.... Want to copy from Fadhil but I don't have any hard disk :( These variety shows are soo funnyyy that sometimes I can laugh until the end of the episode, from the start! Too bad that Joongki, one of the RM member had already exit the show :(

Give me drawing book and crayons, then I'll draw something. Actually I'm not really into it... Drawing or painting I mean... But back in elementary school I used to draw almost every day and now I kinda miss it. My drawing is not that good, my drawing right now is the same as my drawing years ago hahahah very little improvement! I'll show my drawings.... later!

Yes give me all of those stuffs... I'm sure I won't be that bored. And I WILL NOT BE BORED AT ALL, if, at least, I can stargazing. Anywhere. I don't mind. No visit to Bosscha, it's fine. I just hope that I can go to Lembang or anywhere else where the sky is clear and stars shine brightly.

Wait. Actually, when you hear the word stargazing... what do you have in mind? Me, actually, always imagine me lie in a very quiet, spacious meadow, seeing the stars sparkling and shining until they disappear in the morning in hope that there's falling stars... alone. But right now this kind of thought just popped up: really?? Alone?? Are you that brave????? Hahahahha this kind of thought really destructs my beautiful imagination of stargazing.

Nah, if I can't go anywhere to stargaze..... maybe just give me this:

Jeffrey Campbell Lita Cosmic. Love it. Want it. So tall. So gorgeous.

I still CAN stargaze, in my room :p

So I guess that's it..... What I want for this holiday. I'm sure that I can only have a few of those. But it's fine. Maybe I should find the other fun things that I can do, with my friends!

OH. Before I end this post I want to tell that I LOVE TANGLED!! Tisa is right. She said that I had to watch this movie and I already did!! Hihihi love it <3 I like Eugene! He's such a sweet bad boy. It's sweet that he became a sweet boy because of Rapunzel :)

And, if you know me well... You sure know what else do I like from this movie: THE LANTERNS!

SWEEEEEEEEEETTTTT <3 <3 <3

Hihihihi ciao! Gonna watch Premier League match, Arsenal vs Manchester City!

Hi. I went to Lembang last weekend. Sometimes you get bored with malls and prefer to go back to nature, Even though it's raining, the sky was just... clear.

I remember a night when I went to Banyuroto with all my friends in junior high, the sky was sooo clear and I can see the stars sparkling brightly. I didn't want to enter home at that time. Previous weeks ago, when I got home from my course I saw a full moon. Sooo bright, I can see the surface of the moon. It's been hot in Jakarta, but I love to see the clouds in various shapes in the bright blue sky. I love looking at the sky.

I want to go to NASA.

Switzerland. You can see the part of the milky way!

Beautiful aurora in Norway.

Skylight in Libya. I wish all the problems are solved sooner :(

No photoshop. All I got from NASA website. Yes... I want(ed) to be an astronomer in NASA.

It's been a. loooong time since I posted my latest post and it's already March in 2011! Woah! Wish this year will be much better than 2010! :D

It's not gonna be a long post... I just want to share about some important things that I'll face this year:

1. AS Level on May-June. Yessshhhh I take 4 subjects: mathematics, physics, biology, and chemistry. I can say that mathematics is the subject that we're most confidence in, while the others... Well, we still have, like, 9 chapters to go for chemistry (H - LESS THAN 3 MONTHS!) and physics is just totally random (even the mark scheme is a little bit unreliable) and the practical exam for biology is terrifying (well, for me..). Wish me and friends luck!!

2. A Level on October-December. Well basically this is the next examination after AS Level... if we pass. Pass means that we get scores at least C in AS Level, not lower than that. AS Level is soooo hard and I can't imagine how hard the A Level will be :/ Again, wish us luck!!!!

3. Trip to Thailand on July. WE'RE WAITING FOR THIIIIIIIIIIS! :D I wish this trip will be exciting!

4. Uhmm... I don't know. IF Chelsea pass through the knock out stage in Champions League this year and make it into final, then this year would be Chelsea's second CL final and this time, hopefully I will not miss the match and Terry (and others) will not slip again, and win. Amen.

5. Hm? Uh ohhhhh I just want to go shopping.

Hello! Sudah lama sekali saya tidak berposting ria! Kepala pusing nih, badan capek lelah letih lesu belajar... Tapi akhir pekan kemarin gue jalan-jalan ke Makassar sama Mama, Papa, Dika! Yay! Meski cuma dua hari satu malam, yaa lumayan deh, pergantian suasana akhir pekan!

Jadi ceritanya dari kantor Mama ada acara semacam family outing, jadi semua keluarga ikut. Berangkat hari Sabtu, 13 November 2010, naik pesawat Merpati jam 05:00. Pagi banget ya... Jadi jam setengah tiga udah bangun mandi dan lain-lainnya terus ke bandara. Mungkin karena penerbangan pertama hari itu jadi nggak ada delay, tepat jam 05:00 udah ada di dalam pesawat, take off! Penerbangan Jakarta-Makassar butuh waktu sekitar dua jam, dan karena perbedaan waktu, kira-kira pesawat mendarat di Bandara Sultan Hasanuddin sekitar jam 08:00 waktu Makassar.

Alhamdulillah pesawat mendarat dengan selamat! Dan ternyata Bandara Internasional Sultan Hasanuddin ini bagus banget! Bersih sekali! Desain arsitektur bandara-nya bagus sekali! Lapangan parkir dan taman di lokasi bandara juga tertata apik dan bersih. Nggak semrawut. Ya mungkin ini karena bandara ini juga nggak terlalu sibuk seperti bandara-bandara yang ada di Jawa. Tapi memang bagus banget!

Nah setelah mengurus bagasi dan lain-lainnya, kita semua langsung naik ke bis! Iya, naik bis pariwisata, orang rombongannya banyak banget! Total semua ada tiga bis, gue di bis 2. Perhentian pertama yaitu Trans Studio Makassar! Yay! Perjalanannya kurang lebih 45 menit. Ternyata lokasinya dekat pantai! Eh ternyata emang Makassar itu kota pantai ya... Perasaan dimana-mana ada laut. Jalanannya juga rapi dan bersih. Makassar itu bersih ya ternyata. Dan gue ngelewatin rumah pribadi Pak Jusuf Kalla! Banyak penjaga di depan, dan katanya waktu Pak JK menjabat sebagai Wapres, jalanan di daerah itu tertutup untuk umum.

Nah sampai di Trans Studio! Ternyata tempatnya itu ada di dalam mall. Dan mall nya itu besar sekali... Namanya Trans Studio Mall. Big brands are here: Hugo Boss, Aigner, Tods, Prada, Rotelli, Mango... dan ada Metro Dept. Store. Yang muncul pertama kali di benak gue adalah, sukakah orang Makassar berbelanja? Maksud gue, ya Harvey Nichols di Jakarta aja mau ditutup gitu? Do Makassar people like to shopping a lot? Pas gue masuk ke mall nya, ya mungkin karena masih pagi jadi masih sepi.

Setelah dapet 'gelang' tanda masuk, masuklah kita ke area! Ternyata isinya itu nggak jauh beda sama Universal yang ada di Singapore. Untuk ukuran Indonesia, menurut gue ini bagus. Wahana-wahana nya lumayan, ya yang jelas jangan mengharapkan wahana-wahana yang super ekstrim kayak di Dufan. Ini indoor! Yang paling gue suka itu di area paling awal, saat baru masuk. Kayaknya itu mengadaptasi Hollywood. Gue suka lampu-lampunya, dekorasinya, dan wahananya! Wahananya di area itu kebanyakan tentang film. Gue nonton Spongebob Squarepants in 4D! Lumayan asik. Terus nonton pertunjukan teater! Judulnya Jason Mencari Cinta. Cukup menghibur! Dan ada Iwa K duduk di belakang gue ehehe!

Terus yaudah keliling-keliling, naik ke wahana ini itu. Yang jadi perhatian gue sebenernya, Trans Corp berani sekali bikin sesuatu yang besar dan berongkos mahal seperti ini di luar Jawa. Kalo berdasarkan hitung-hitungan gue, sebenernya kan profit bakal lebih banyak diraih kalo tempat hiburan seperti itu dibangun di Jawa. Salut kalau begitu untuk Trans. Dengan membangun hal besar seperti ini di luar Jawa -di Makassar, Sulawesi- berarti ini akan menyerap banyak tenaga kerja dari daerah Sulawesi dan pasti akan turut mengembangkan ekonomi daerah itu.

Setelah puas bermain-main, berangkat lagi kita! Kita menuju tempat sejarah kali ini: Fort Rotterdam. Dalam bayangan gue, Fort Rotterdam ini kayak berbentuk benteng gitu. Eh iya ini emang Benteng Rotterdam, tapi maksud gue kayak benteng yang di film-film gitu lho. Eh ternyata ini lebih menyerupai rumah-rumah bergaya Belanda dulu yang tinggi dan membentuk seperti benteng. Dan di salah satu sisi, ada rumah yang merupakan bekas rumah Gubernur Belanda atas Makassar dulu -kalau tidak salah ya- yang dijadikan museum. Museum-nya bersih! Memang tidak 'wah', tapi sepertinya museum ini termasuk ter-rawat. Museum ini menyimpan banyak barang-barang peninggalan kerajaan dan bekas jajahan.

Kita di sana hanya sekitar 30 menit, lalu kita kembali ke bis! Menuju Pantai Akkarena sekarang! Mungkin banyak orang yang kenal Pantai Losari di Makassar, tapi Pantai Akkarena ini nggak kalah indah! Dan bersih. Oke ternyata sejauh ini tempat yang gue kunjungi di Makassar itu bersih... Jalan raya nya juga bersih! Di Pantai Akkarena ternyata sudah disiapkan hidangan singkong sama pisang bakar dan es kelapa! Nyum! Yang anak-anak kecil langsung deh mabur basah-basahan di pantai. Gue cukup duduk-duduk di batu karang di pinggir pantai... Dan kita lihat proses Matahari terbenam! Itu untuk pertama kalinya gue bener-bener memperhatikan Matahari yang tadinya terlihat utuh perlahan-lahan turun dan hilang.

Karena sudah gelap, yang main air langsung mentas semuanya, bilas, kembali ke bis, dan ke hotel! Kita menginap di Pantai Gapura Makassar Hotel. Tempatnya bagus, tepat di pinggir pantai! Dari luar sebenernya kelihatan biasa aja, cuma dalemnya ternyata bagus. Keluarga gue dapet bagian di lantai dasar, dekat taman. Restorannya itu berbentuk kapal besar yang memang beneran mengapung di laut. Gue makan malam di hotel itu, tapi bukan di restoran kapal. Di tempat terbuka yang menjorok ke laut, bisa melihat kapal-kapal, dan ada aroma seafood yang menggoda! Puas makan enak, balik lagi ke kamar, dan gue... mengerjakan pr. Yes I brought my homework so on Sunday night I have nothing more to do. That's the actual plan, but then Mom came and asked me to accompany her shopping in Somba Opu street...

Jalan Somba Opu itu katanya memang terkenal daerah untuk mencari oleh-oleh khas Makassar. Jadi Mama sama saya jalan kaki berdua nyari toko yang masih buka -sudah malam, Papa dan Dika di hotel. Ketemu deh Toko Udjung. Disana juga ternyata banyak teman-teman Mama. Ternyata oleh-oleh khas Makassar itu nggak jauh-jauh dari Markisa, kacang, dan marning. Dan tentu saja berbagai macam minyak. Karena ternyata belanjaannya banyak, akhirnya semua dipak di dus, terus pulang ke hotel naik becak! Yay! Terus balik ke hotel, niatnya mau lanjut ngerjain pr, tapi akhirnya yah sudah capek lelah letih lesu ngantuk, tidur sajalah.

Besoknya, setelah mandi makan dan sebagainya, kita check-out! Ternyata di Makassar itu banyak turis asing, ya. Berarti Makassar termasuk lokasi wisata favorit di Indonesia, ya. Nah ternyata baru sekitar 15 menit di bis, udah sampai di tujuan. Kita sampai di restoran kalo nggak salah namanya Plasa Makassar. Disitu sebenernya tempat acara-acara untuk Mama dan temen-temennya sih. Jadi gue nggak ngapa-ngapain kecuali makan siang!

Habis makan siang lanjut ke Masjid Al Markaz, untuk shalat Zuhur. Masjid ini salah satu masjid terbesar yang ada di Makassar! Karena Mama dan saya sedang tidak shalat, jadi kita nunggu di halaman luar masjid. Setelah semua selesai shalat kita melanjutkan perjalanan ke Taman Nasional Bantimurung di Kabupaten Maros!

Tapi ternyata hujan deras! Taman Nasional ini sudah berada di luar Makassar, dan katanya tempat itu penuh dengan kupu-kupu yang bagus banget! Tapi karena hujan akhirnya kita cuma bisa duduk di bis, makan jagung bakar. Ketika sudah mereda sedikit, akhirnya pada keluar bis jalan-jalan cuma melihat-lihat toko oleh-olehnya. Gue beli gelang-gelang! Mama beli pajangan kupu-kupu yang diawetkan. Jadi penasaran kan sebenernya isinya kayak apasih. Yah, maybe next time.

Terus karena sudah sore, kita balik ke bis, dan jalan ke Makassar lagi menuju Mie Anto. Makan malam! Ternyata tempatnya itu ada di jalan kecil, susah banget masuknya. Tapi katanya emang udah terkenal banget. Dalam bayangan gue hidangannya itu nanti kayak mie Jawa gitu, yang hangat berkuah... Tapi ternyata nggak. Jadi itu ternyata mie kering yang disiram pake kuah kental dan daging ayam, jeroan dan sawi. Dan itu porsinya banyak banget! Yaudah akhirnya gue cuma makan seperlima nya mungkin... Terus udahan. Nggak kuat banyak banget! Rasanya lumayan lah. Tapi kalo dikasih menu lain mungkin gue akan pilih hidangan yang lain hehe!

Lalu akhirnya kita menuju bandara, bersiap pulang ke Jakarta! Naik pesawat Merpati lagi, penerbangan pukul 20:00 waktu Makassar. Alhamdulillah nggak ada delay, jadi sekitar jam 21:00 waktu Jakarta kita alhamdulillah sudah mendarat dengan selamat di Bandara Internasional Soekarno-Hatta!

Makassar itu bagus, dan punya banyak potensi di bidang ekonomi. Dan juga tempatnya bersih! Masyarakatnya juga baik. Meski cuma dua hari, ya liburan ini nggak mengecewakan. It's my first journey to Sulawesi. An awesome short trip to Makassar! :D

Hello all. If you check my profile out, there's this sentence: debat (padahal pasti kalah) in 'interests' section. I wrote that two years ago, and since that I've never done a single kind of debate competition. At that time my definition of debate was when two people are arguing about something, based on their own opinions, ideas, or thoughts. And now in senior high school, I just latterly knew what is debate actually, and... debate is no longer one of my interests.

I'm in a big dilemma. Yesterday, Mr. Jay, came to the class, talked to Tafya, and 30 minutes later Tafya brought me and Michelle to Mr. Jay, and he just directly told us that he'd enrolled us into a debate competition in Diknas, Province Level, on Monday. As I said before, I'VE NEVER GONE IN A DEBATE COMPETITION. PLUS IT'D BE IN ENGLISH. Coommmeeee oooonnnn a debate?! In English? Me, do the debate thingy?! How would it be if an intimidated person go in a debate?! (Ok the term intimidated is just a simplest word the describe my, err well if you know me well you'll understand. It's not that kind of 'intimidated', no, but it's like... yea... ah whatever!) I'm just... too nervous and soooooo not confident and ready to face this competition. Do I have the capability to do this? I believe Michelle does, I have trust and confident in her, I'm just worried I'd be embarrassing myself in public on Monday. Dear God, please help me to not letting that be happen.

A big dilemma. Maybe I and Michelle could just tell Mr. Jay that we won't do this, because, well we don't think we can't... But how exactly?! Plus we have Mr. Sapto on Monday, he'll discuss the exercises he gave us today as preparation for a quiz on Wed, and we have Maam Anggun who'll hand out our retake. Actually I decided to not telling my Mom about this. But yeah, I just told her by phone, and as I expected, she's excited. And of course she didn't let me giving up and just walk out. Truthfully, I'm not ready and if I could turning back the time, I would tell Tafya to not mentioning my name when Mr. Jay asked her. There would be no problem right now, and I can just concentrate on my quizzes... and homework. *sigh*

I just need something to boost my confident. And maybe something that could help me to enrich my vocab and fix my grammar in a flash time?

P.S: Chelsea won their 4th UCL match last night against Spartak Moscow! The Blues cruise into knockout stages! Sooo grateful, and what a goal from Anelka from the 'impossible' angle! And a lovely one from Ivanovic that wrapped the match!

It's a draw in San Siro, AC Milan vs Real Madrid: 2 - 2. A late goal from Pedro saved Madrid, and the controversial one from Inzaghi saved Milan. Maybe his second goal was actually an offside goal, but this 37 years old male still has a speed like he's 27. He deserved the standing ovations and the MOTM tag last night. And hoo yah! Madrid goes to the big 16!

And so happy for the reborn of Gomez: hattrick in UCL! A very good improvement from him. Be consistent, Gomez, do not let anything barricade you to be on top form with Munchen. 0-4 against Cluj brought them to the knockout stages!

Related to my previous post. This is my biggest ambition since... I was a kid. A kid. (Although I always be a kid of my Mom and Dad....) My super Dad is my motivator. It was him who made me become a dreamer. I didn't know 'what scholarship is' until I figured out that my Dad had achieved 3 full scholarships. I saw the pictures of Dad on the train in France... It's written 'On the way to Toulouse.'.... Or the pictures when Dad on the cable car in Japan... Or when he fed the doves in a park in Netherlands... Ohh and when he STOOD IN FRONT OF LOUVRE AND EIFFEL. I was 5, and I saw those pictures.

I was 5, and I already wished I could get scholarships like Daddy had got years ago. I was 5, and I already thought 'you don't have to be a rich guy to dart yourself in places around the world.'. I was 5, and I thought 'you just have to be a smart guy to achieve whatever you want.' I was 5, and I dreamed to be a smart traveler one day. Like my Dad used to be.

So... yes. I wish I could go to Netherlands and feed the doves there or visit the Eiffel and Louvre before I take a train to Toulouse or better than those I wrote.

Well. But do some of you think of this...?: 'Ohh Rizka, don't you think about having a holiday, do you? You could have all of them in a vacation with your family! More fun!'. True-not-true. I mean... maybe if I a little bit sulky to my parents I could have it. But this is not about the journey. This is about... the pride. Don't you feel proud, satisfied, if you get your dreams come true after your hard works? Indirectly, I feel like, my Dad taught me about this.

And.... wait. Do not think like I want to get scholarships because I only want the journeys! No! Scholarship's the best. You don't have to spend lots of money. Have lots of experiences. Make your family happy. Make yourself happy.

And this is what I and my parents are planning for. Done the IGCSE, lets see how did I do. If it's good enough... why shouldn't I try to enroll in university? I really wish it'd be happen. And definitely I'm searching for any scholarships. (Oh. IGCSE only takes one year so I could go to college by that time. I DON'T HAVE TO DO THE UAN.)

Dad had finished his Bachelor's degree and Master's degree in Netherlands and his Doctorates in Japan. (This is my way to show that I'm SO PROUD OF YOU DAD AND HOW MUCH I LOVE AND ADORE YOU.) TU Delft and Tohoku University. My dream is not that far. Nanyang would be fine enough for me. Nanyang is good and Singapore is not too far! Industrial engineering... I think that would be appropriate for me. This is just a wish. In fact, it's fine if there are another options! (World is not only South East Asian.)

BUT. I have annnotherrrr dreeeaaammmms. (You may say I'm a dreamer... But I'm not the only one...) Cambridge. England. Cambridge. England. Cambridge. Cambridge. But it seems so far away... Both the place and the dream itself... I mean can I....? To reach Nanyang is hard enough! But I'll try and do my best!

And prays do have the parts. Pray much. Work lots. Dream is not just a dream as long as you really do your best efforts!

Nanyang University at Singapore. The building is amazing, isn't it..?

Cambridge University in England. This is the romantic and sexy side of knowledge and history.

Btw, I'd love to study in Indonesia too! (OF COURSE.) ITB is a great place for me!

ITB in Bandung, Indonesia. I can't always leave my Dad alone in Bandung, right?

I wish these dreams come true... Amen! Wish me luck!

P.S: Sorry for the grammar errors.... as usual.

awal kebangkitan lebih tepatnya. gue sekarang mulai rajin. tiap malam menyempatkan belajar, atau setidaknya menyentuh buku pelajaran. dan sekarang mulai bersemangat untuk pergi les. bersemangat bukan kata yang tepat sepertinya, ikhlas. yak, ikhlas. biasanya kan gue suka mengeluh ngantuk gitu ya nggak sih.

niat kebangkitan gue bermula pada obrolan gue dengan Cindy. waktu itu kita sama-sama berniat untuk membuktikan kepada seseorang kalo kita sama sama bisa move on. kita bisa berhasil, itu adalah obat buat kita berdua. kayaknya waktu itu obrolannya sambil bercanda. tapi saat itu bener-bener gue niatin banget. gue shock soalnya ngeliat nilai gue yang jelek, gue gaksuka.

akhirnya gue mulai belajar, belajar tidak mudah tergoda oleh hal-hal yang berbau hiburan. imbasnya, gue jadi suka tidur malem. kenapa? karena setelah belajar gue nggak bisa langsung tidur. makanya suka kesepian juga. penolongnya ya buku. buku, ipod, nintendo ds. obat tidur.

hasil pertama dari kebangkitan gue adalah nilai fisika gue yang memuaskan: 100. kaget, sangat. ulangan pertama gue jauh dari memuaskan, bahkan terbilang buruk. maka nilai 100 ini adalah pemicu untuk lebih semangat lagi. puaskah sekarang? jauh dari puas. nilai 100 ini hanyalah angka satu fakta. gue pengen semua lembar yang gue terima juga tidak jauh dari angka 100 -bahkan tepat tertulis 100. amin. bersyukurkah sekarang? sangat. ini adalah nilai 100 pertama. berkat nilai 100 ini ambisi gue muncul lagi. perlahan tapi pasti.

setiap peer gue kerjakan, meski besok tidak ada pelajarannya. sebisa mungkin gue menghindari mengerjakan peer di pagi hari pada hari h, karena berarti otak gue tidak terasah malam harinya. ambisius. ya. gue nggak suka kalah, jujur. tapi tentu saja dalam kondisi tertentu (tidak berhubungan dengan akademis) gue bersedia mengalah.

dulu, gue ingat temen sd gue pernah ngomong, katanya kalau aksel di smp, di sma pasti tertekan. pertanyaannya sekarang, tertekankah gue? tidak. justru sebenarnya gue ingin masuk aksel lagi di sma. bukannya tidak sayang dengan masa muda, tapi itu dia. gue ingin mencoba tantangan. namun sekarang, gue memilih menerima tantangan yang berbeda. International Class. dimana bahasa adalah utama. sedangkan bahasa adalah kelemahan gue yang utama. permasalahannya sekarang, bagaimana gue bisa bertahan di kelas ini. bagaimana otak gue bisa menerima tantangan ini. bagaimana mental gue kuat menghadapi kenyataan bahwa gue buruk di bahasa inggris.

ah, tapi sekarang juga sebenernya gue aksel kok. XIB, kita akselnya Cambridge kan? :) doain aja ya niat gue ini berlangsung dalam jangka waktu yang lama. bukan hanya untuk masa-masa ini saja. terima kasih!

yak, sebelum gue off, gue iseng bermain main haha!




note: foto satu sampai tiga, gue ambil pas pulang dari alpus. waktu itu habis hujan, masih menyisakan gerimis. langitnya gelap banget. dan bukan jakarta namanya kalo hujan nggak macet. dan foto terakhir gue ambil pas di Bali! and on that day R was standing for......... Rizka? top.

...bukan liburan yang begitu bagus. eyang sakit, tante dan om gantian ambil shift jaga rumah sakit. segi positifnya berasa lebaran, semuanya pada ngumpul dan..... berarti ada mas herlan.

fine. 3 hari selama ada dia gue abis. diledek. tapi dia memberikan tips kepada yang mau masuk tarnus biar selamat aman damai sejahtera:
1. Jangan pasang muka nyolot
2. Makan mesti cepet banget ngga ada 5 menit harus habis
3. Semir sepatu sampe mengkilat sampe bisa dibuat ngaca kalo ngga ntar diinjek
4. Jangan perlihatkan snack atau makanan apapun di atas meja kamar
5. Bangun mesti pagi sekali
6. Afalin nama pentolan atau osis plus jabatannya
7. apa lagi ya lupa.
trus ya kan gue cerita gosip tarnus yang gue dapet dari puti yang ngumpet di rumah petani gitu trus kata mas herlan nggak ada kayak begituan. katanya seior yang galak-galak itu aslinya orang yang baik kalem dan diem banget. cuma dipaksa buat jadi galak cuma emang sekalinya galak serem banget.

sayang gue bikin postingan ini baru sekarang. reza mana baca. tapi lo udah gue kasih tau dikit kan yaudalah gue berdoa semoga lo selamat dan betah. bye rez, jangan somse dan...... jangan lupa. sama semuanya.

ohmigod. i really can't stop the drops. the miserable thing is i'm too late for many times! every time i've got the chance, i lost it. regret? yes. look at my caption. it's the last chance. but when i'm text it, i stop. i can't. i just...... have no brave enough. and it's over. tonight. or maybe 10 hours later but that have no effects actually. can i forget it all and thinks that's all never happened, can't i? but, YOUR LIFE WILL NEVER EEEEEEEEEEEEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. ha-ha.

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

i'm in Avenged mode: on today because my cousin love it and push me to love it too. but i don't. i just like some of them but only the lyrics. and Dear God is the one that i and my cousin like.

at last, good bye reza.

so, it's enough for today... maybe. i already finished the book that i bought yesterday in Periplus -Airport: Shopaholic & Sister -Sophie Kinsella. hsssssh i heart Sophie! it makes me cheer up for a moment. next i'll buy Can You Keep a Secret (SK), maybe. the title is alluring -,-

........jadi malam ini harusnya gue packing ini packing itu karena besok mau pergi. tapi nyatanya gue malah maen TOT bareng puti dan riza (padahal riza di bandung ahay) dan puti rada gak cerdas nanyanya duh.

dan. ada rencana di balik ini semua. muahaha watch your back, girl.

fyi: I WON THE GAME WITH PUTI (AGAIN)


















p.s: espero que estés bien, querido ♥

oke. caption diatas artinya "I MISS YOOOOU". ok, "you" is not for "one". you is for my class ewew. enam tahun di sd rasanya cepet gimana 2 tahun smp. pisah-secara-resmi itu tanggal 27 Juni 2009. dimana angkatan gue resmi di wisuda dan siap nyari sekolah (kalo yang mau di negri). intinya: gue kangen. apalagi sama puti ah ni anak pake acara pergi ke singapore segala. ayo dong kita bersatu padu menjalankan misi. (eh put gue besok kayaknya ke barcode naik dulah cuma farah nih kaga bisa gue telfon)
oke. sebelum ini gue udah kan ya nulis post "I Keep, Keep Thinking That It's Not Goodbye". well..... membaca ulang postingan itu ngebuat gue "sadar" kalo sebenernya sejelek-jeleknya-temen-gue-toh-gue-fine-fine-aja. ya maksud gue meski pada pernah ngeselin toh pada akhirnya gue baek-baek aja, kesel bentar habis itu back to normal.

cuma sedih juga sih, kelas gue kenapa pada ga kompak gini sih. kayaknya jelek banget, harusnya kelas yang anaknya dikit apalagi dari tahun ke tahun anaknya itu itu aja anaknya kompak. jadi ya gue sangat bersyukur dengan adanya SOMAS dan SWAT BALI dimana gue ngerasa anak kelas jadi ga terlalu gimana gitu (baca: deket). mungkin ya cuma ya perasaan gue gitu wihihi apalagi pas somas alala gembiranya gue meski ga foto2 (diem lo put).

oke...... gue kangen masa-masa di lantai 5 kali ya? ga separah dilantai 2 sih menurut gue. apalagi pas awal-awal kelas 7 wow banyak yang jadian -,- terus pas masih awal-awal tuh anaknya masih yang ya lucu-lucu gitu deh masih yang alim-alim. mukanya masih bocah semua, masih pada muda. terus cewek-cowok belom mulai "menjauh" kayak sekarang awaw kalo diinget-inget itu sebenernya lucu juga. apalagi waktu masih jamannya friendster........... haha pas awal-awal yang namanya OAC trus dibilang sampah sama karel trus karel dibela ajeng (cuitcuit). trus akhirnya namanya jadi Axxeville. trus pada rebutan jadi admin fs, suka ganti-ganti about me nya sama layout. awwwww trus masih suka upload2 foto hahaha kocak.

masih bocah kan???

kemudian....... era nya fs berakhir dan beralih ke facebook. foto-foto somas ga sempet ke upload di fs aksel, jadinya di fb. lucu juga ya ngeliatin foto somas. gue ngeliat disitu anak yang jaim jadi ga jaim lagi. anak yang diem jadi berbaur. apalagi ada ade kelas. wow. terus waktu somas yang kata pada maen bola, yang nashir gendong bayi, yang karel karokean di bis, yang pada foto2 pas hiking................................. (oke gue sedih yang ini) yaampun itu lucu -berkesan. sepulang somas well kelas rame kayak biasa rame begini rame begitu cuma ga kayak somas.


terus banyak yang mulai dekat dengan angkatan 37. bagus memang itu tandanya temennya ga itu-itu aja kan cuma ngefeknya anak-anak dikelas makin ga kompak. hm, bukannya ga kompak juga ya tapi apaya....... cuma gue jelas-jelas ngerasa kalo angkatan 9 ini kadar kompak nya dibawah greevixz sama aksel 10 kali ya?

trus ada foto buku taunan, yang sempet ga ngerti itu akan bagaimana tindak tanduknya tapi akhirnya jadi juga tuh buku. trus penggantian nama kelas jadi Devastator, yang gabungan dari trio devil, axxeville, alpust, immortal, flatters, somas, hardcore. panjang bener ye. okedeh itu idenya karel adipria. cuma ternyata devastator punya arti lain: merusak, menghancurkan, yah gitu deh. cocok sih kelasnya aja bandel begini -,-

hardcore

terus terus kita sibuk mau milih sma mana? oke....... banyak yang memiliki angan-angan masing-masing. karena uan kan udah selese berarti mesti cepet2 milih sma kan? banyak yang mau di alpus 1. banyak uga yang di negri. yah mana lagi ye kalo bukan 8. gue aja pengen masuk situ tapi apalah daya rumahku jauh dari sana. trus mendengar pilihan orang-orang gue semakin sadar kalo "oh no kita bentar lagi beneran mau pisah"

ya emang ya namanya juga udah mau lulusan. trus kita ke bali. wow it's a pretty fun! selama di bali juga gue ngerasa owww lumayan nih anak kelas ga ribut. ketawa ketiwi sampe akhirnya kekompakan kelas diuji di malam apresiasi dan tadaa kita juara 3. trus sebelumnya kan kita foto kelas gitu ya ewewew.


terus kita pulang dan gue sadar kita susah untuk ngumpul-ngumpul lagi. di sisi lain gue punya cerita lain dan gue sedih untuk berpisah. gue emang ga punya banyak "kisah spesial" secara keseluruhan dengan anak kelas. tapi gue tetep ngerasa kalo "inilah kelas gue dan mereka sudah banyak sekali ngebantu gue". jadi makasih untuk semuanya.

lalu ada pengumuman nem dan wow! kelas gue rata-ratanya bagus amat wihihi 36.08 lumayan kaaan? trus pas pengumuman itu adalah hari terakhir gue ngeliat dhika dan reza. mereka sedang berlibur sekarang z. kalo dhika mungkin kapan-kapan dalam waktu dekat gue bisa ngeliat lagi. kalo reza? ohmigod kangen gue sama lu, reza ke tarnus. tarnus kan bukan di jakarta, jadi kalo mau ketemu susye beneeerrr.

wisuda

terus terus tanggal 27 Juni kita wisuda. ada pengumuman pemenang ini pemenang itu. alhamdulillah gue dapet 2 dan itu lebih berkesan karena gue berada di antara teman-teman gue. finally, meskipun ga lengkap anaknya, itu adalah pertemuan resmi kita yang terakhir. dimana habis itu bakal susah untuk ketemu lagi, kan? yang jelas gue gamau friendship yang selama ini udah terjalin langsung putus gara-gara pisah sekolah -baik cewek maupun cowok. juntos para siempre, amigo ♥

PHOTO CORNER -berhubung gue nemu foto zaman dahulu yang lucu abis



hehehe... sebenernya masih banyak cuma karena banyak banget ga mungkin di post semua kan hahaha. itu masih lucu-cupu-imut gitu deh wikiki. those pictures are only for reminds you guys.. hehehe no se olvide que ya ♥