It's The Last Chance To Feel Again

...bukan liburan yang begitu bagus. eyang sakit, tante dan om gantian ambil shift jaga rumah sakit. segi positifnya berasa lebaran, semuanya pada ngumpul dan..... berarti ada mas herlan.

fine. 3 hari selama ada dia gue abis. diledek. tapi dia memberikan tips kepada yang mau masuk tarnus biar selamat aman damai sejahtera:
1. Jangan pasang muka nyolot
2. Makan mesti cepet banget ngga ada 5 menit harus habis
3. Semir sepatu sampe mengkilat sampe bisa dibuat ngaca kalo ngga ntar diinjek
4. Jangan perlihatkan snack atau makanan apapun di atas meja kamar
5. Bangun mesti pagi sekali
6. Afalin nama pentolan atau osis plus jabatannya
7. apa lagi ya lupa.
trus ya kan gue cerita gosip tarnus yang gue dapet dari puti yang ngumpet di rumah petani gitu trus kata mas herlan nggak ada kayak begituan. katanya seior yang galak-galak itu aslinya orang yang baik kalem dan diem banget. cuma dipaksa buat jadi galak cuma emang sekalinya galak serem banget.

sayang gue bikin postingan ini baru sekarang. reza mana baca. tapi lo udah gue kasih tau dikit kan yaudalah gue berdoa semoga lo selamat dan betah. bye rez, jangan somse dan...... jangan lupa. sama semuanya.

ohmigod. i really can't stop the drops. the miserable thing is i'm too late for many times! every time i've got the chance, i lost it. regret? yes. look at my caption. it's the last chance. but when i'm text it, i stop. i can't. i just...... have no brave enough. and it's over. tonight. or maybe 10 hours later but that have no effects actually. can i forget it all and thinks that's all never happened, can't i? but, YOUR LIFE WILL NEVER EEEEEEEEEEEEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. ha-ha.

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

i'm in Avenged mode: on today because my cousin love it and push me to love it too. but i don't. i just like some of them but only the lyrics. and Dear God is the one that i and my cousin like.

at last, good bye reza.

so, it's enough for today... maybe. i already finished the book that i bought yesterday in Periplus -Airport: Shopaholic & Sister -Sophie Kinsella. hsssssh i heart Sophie! it makes me cheer up for a moment. next i'll buy Can You Keep a Secret (SK), maybe. the title is alluring -,-