Related to my previous post. This is my biggest ambition since... I was a kid. A kid. (Although I always be a kid of my Mom and Dad....) My super Dad is my motivator. It was him who made me become a dreamer. I didn't know 'what scholarship is' until I figured out that my Dad had achieved 3 full scholarships. I saw the pictures of Dad on the train in France... It's written 'On the way to Toulouse.'.... Or the pictures when Dad on the cable car in Japan... Or when he fed the doves in a park in Netherlands... Ohh and when he STOOD IN FRONT OF LOUVRE AND EIFFEL. I was 5, and I saw those pictures.

I was 5, and I already wished I could get scholarships like Daddy had got years ago. I was 5, and I already thought 'you don't have to be a rich guy to dart yourself in places around the world.'. I was 5, and I thought 'you just have to be a smart guy to achieve whatever you want.' I was 5, and I dreamed to be a smart traveler one day. Like my Dad used to be.

So... yes. I wish I could go to Netherlands and feed the doves there or visit the Eiffel and Louvre before I take a train to Toulouse or better than those I wrote.

Well. But do some of you think of this...?: 'Ohh Rizka, don't you think about having a holiday, do you? You could have all of them in a vacation with your family! More fun!'. True-not-true. I mean... maybe if I a little bit sulky to my parents I could have it. But this is not about the journey. This is about... the pride. Don't you feel proud, satisfied, if you get your dreams come true after your hard works? Indirectly, I feel like, my Dad taught me about this.

And.... wait. Do not think like I want to get scholarships because I only want the journeys! No! Scholarship's the best. You don't have to spend lots of money. Have lots of experiences. Make your family happy. Make yourself happy.

And this is what I and my parents are planning for. Done the IGCSE, lets see how did I do. If it's good enough... why shouldn't I try to enroll in university? I really wish it'd be happen. And definitely I'm searching for any scholarships. (Oh. IGCSE only takes one year so I could go to college by that time. I DON'T HAVE TO DO THE UAN.)

Dad had finished his Bachelor's degree and Master's degree in Netherlands and his Doctorates in Japan. (This is my way to show that I'm SO PROUD OF YOU DAD AND HOW MUCH I LOVE AND ADORE YOU.) TU Delft and Tohoku University. My dream is not that far. Nanyang would be fine enough for me. Nanyang is good and Singapore is not too far! Industrial engineering... I think that would be appropriate for me. This is just a wish. In fact, it's fine if there are another options! (World is not only South East Asian.)

BUT. I have annnotherrrr dreeeaaammmms. (You may say I'm a dreamer... But I'm not the only one...) Cambridge. England. Cambridge. England. Cambridge. Cambridge. But it seems so far away... Both the place and the dream itself... I mean can I....? To reach Nanyang is hard enough! But I'll try and do my best!

And prays do have the parts. Pray much. Work lots. Dream is not just a dream as long as you really do your best efforts!

Nanyang University at Singapore. The building is amazing, isn't it..?

Cambridge University in England. This is the romantic and sexy side of knowledge and history.

Btw, I'd love to study in Indonesia too! (OF COURSE.) ITB is a great place for me!

ITB in Bandung, Indonesia. I can't always leave my Dad alone in Bandung, right?

I wish these dreams come true... Amen! Wish me luck!

P.S: Sorry for the grammar errors.... as usual.

Details later.

100 Years, by Five For Fighting. This song actually made me thought about... me. Who I really am. What I really want. What I have done and will do. Made me thought about the life cycle. Up and down. Born then die. How hard life is and how strong you have to be to survive. "Life's a cycle I wanna break." tweeted Tafya several days ago. I would break that too... If I could. Well why do I post this because last week Tisa made a note, similar like this. The title's "Hidup Itu Kejam". Life is hard. Life is fascinating... yet a pain. Sometimes. Unless you keep thinking that the pain is a challenge! Well.. I try. Try to keep thinking positively like that...

	Five For Fighting - 100 Years .mp3
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I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment

She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a momentStill the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Btw, I'm in Bandung right now! Huurrrayyy! Forgetting IGCSE for a while and having a nice and long long weekend.... Two more papers, two subjects. Chemistry paper 3 and Biology paper 1. Did bad on Physics yesterday.... I REALLY HAD NO IDEA ABOUT THE THERMOMETER THINGY AND THE ALPHA BETA GAMMA AND THE PRESSURE AND ALL. I, as a normal teenager, am broken heart. BROKEN HEART WITH IGCSE OMG HOW COULD YOU HURT ME IGCSE???!?!??!?!?!? I cried three times these 2 weeks because of you. I want you to be nice with me for the rest papers and SURPRISE ME ON AUGUST. STRAIGHT A/A* FOR ME AND CLASS. BE NICE....... I wish. Amen!

Have to go now! Gonna watch Mulan & Mulan 2 for the zillionth times.... (and keep crying everytime I watch them.) Bye! Have a nice weekend!

P.S: Happy Vesak Day!

For those who celebrate it today.

Hi. Feeling empty. Feeling... sad and anxious. Hubbub. Don't know why.

Well. I KNOW why. Related to my previous post. I don't want to be separate. Inter B don't want to be separate. And so do Inter A. We already feel good in our own class and we do want to be together for the next 2 years!!! Oh Mr. Vice Principal do you hear our shouts???!?!?

Read the previous post. That's the reason... why we do not want to be separate. I have my great time in my class and I do want have more time with them! My beautiful ladies and my coolest boys I... love you all. (THIS IS NOT SUCH A RAG. IT'S TRUE.) I deem you all as my siblings!!!!!!!!!! I always have my... pretty days with you guys, no rain. I always have laugh in my face, with you. I always have smile in my face, with you. And when suddenly I fed-up for some reasons, you guys fill the gaps.

This is not great if we're not together. THIS IS NOT GREAT IF ONE OF US IS MOVING. TO SAID AL MUSAYYAB PLEASE DON'T GO. Seriously. Class is... not the same if you're not here. Surabaya is too far... You even won't go to Tanjung Lesung!!!!!! You won't have any special trips with us, Said :( And also Michelle and and Izan. Don't you -Michelle, even try to go to college RIGHT AFTER THE IGCSE......! Izan, don't move to PL. Kejauhan, 78 aja deket!!!! Puhleeeaaaassseeee!!

Btw, this recent time I'm in the mood for making some pantun. Yesssss pantun hahahah!!!!!! Michelle is definitely my victim. The one and only Michelle hahahah!!!! Habis Michelle asik banget di kasih pantun.. Pantun cinta HAHAH jijek. Tapi emang bener sih. Mau tahu? Oke....

Oh sebentar. Peringatan. Kalau tidak mengerti dengan pantun di bawah ya silahkan bertanya. Tapi gak bakal dijawab HAHA. Nunggu izinnya Michelle lah..... :D

Ada Yuni ada Raffi

Eh nyusul si Abang sama Nci

Beda umur gak masalah sih..

Yang penting kan tetap sehati.

Bentar. Ini karena gue ngerti maksud pantunnya apa jadi gue pengen ngakak HAHAHAHA duh padahal gue yang buat ih kok kalo ditulis disini super jayus gitu sih kayak nggak ada lucunya tapi kalo udah diomongin di kelas pasti ketawa HAHA. Aduh udah ah stop.... Kayaknya salah nih nulis ginian di blog. Sebenernya pantunnya masih lebih lagi dan lebih gak banget lagi tapi HAHA yasudahlah biarkan Michelle aja yang tahu. (Definitely a lie. Whole class knew in the morning.)

Have another IGCSE exam tomorrow. (Chemistry Paper 1. Uh oh uh. Today's suck btw. Biology's killing me.) So I have to go... to study. Wish me luck! :D (And I have to write some pantuns to Michelle again HAHAHA!)

P.S: Oh wait.... This is IGCSE:

Presenting by....

.....have a nice day.

IGCSE is in progress. Bored. Stress. Dizzy. Really need some rest. Already done seven papers, six papers left. And all are the science things. Details will be written soon. Wish me... luck. This is the news that I want to hear: GET A* IN EVERY IGCSE SUBJECTS. Well.... A is good enough but of course I want the best.

Jadi. Gue sedang sangat bosan dan takut dan ogah belajar. Gue gak ngerti Bio. Gak ngerti Chem. Physics juga makin susah. Math sama ESL yang ujiannya udah kelar aja gue masih... ragu. Gue pengen belanja. Pengen liburan. Pengen... ada hiburan. AAAHHH PENGEN KE KINOKUNIYA/PERIPLUS/TIMES APA GRAMEDIA/TGA JUGA BOLEH PENGEN GUE RAMPOK SATU TOKO BUKU GUA BUTUHHH HIIIBUUURRRAAANNN ARRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Sedih ya? Yang bikin sedih lagi ya PAS DENGER KELAS XI BAKAL DI SHUFFLE.....................! (Tiba-tiba di otak gue muncul selingan Michelle ngomong, "Ih kelas kita kayak iPod aja." LKLL.) Tolong ya saya super duper udah betah dan nyaman dan makmur di Inter B dan... gak mau di mix sama Inter A!!!!! Bukannya gak akur dan bermusuhan atau tidak bersahabat. Tapi...... emang dasarnya udah betah sama Inter B gimana dong?!??! Hhh?!?!?

Inter B kan sehari-harinya udah gak waras, stres semua anaknya. Kalo dipisah ntar jadi waras dong. Terus... Ah gak bisa gila-gilaan lagi dong. Gak ada lagi dong tuh yang namanya karaokean dadakan. Jayus terjadwal. Ngedangdut. Nge...cengin Michelle sampe gue dibilang Fenny Rese HAHAHAHANJIR habis lo asik banget sih Chelle buat jadi bahan gosipan???!!?!? Tinggal dikasih bumbu dikit aja udah sedap. Ha! Terus... Yah intinya yah gak yakin deh gue nih di kelas kayak apaan kalo gak ada anak Inter B. Aku sayang kalian kelasku yang stres. ♥

Udah ah gak penting. Cuma... emang dasar lagi stres doang. Tirta minta dibikinin blog. Dah!

P.S: This is important. CHELSEA WON THE FA CUP LAST SUNDAY! DOUBLE WINNING THIS SEASON!!!!!!!!! :D

Googled some picts of the full team but found nothing. This is Ashley. Well done Chelsea!

CHELSEA GRABBED THE TITLE! WE ARE THE WINNER!

So Chelsea is the winner of English Premier League this season. The last game was versus Wigan and we won 8-0! The big game and a big night! The runner up is Manchester United -seriously, Chelsea was ONE POINT better than MU and we kept that until the end! Arsenal is in the third place and the fourth is... TOTTENHAM. LIVERPOOL IS OUT OF THE BIG FOUR. AND LIVERPOOL WILL NOT COMPETE IN CHAMPIONS LEAGUE NEXT SEASON. Bad year for you, Liv!

Big hug and big love for you, Ancelotti (but still, I miss Mourinho) and LAMPARD AND TERRY AND JOEY AND DROGBA YOU ARE MY HEROES. And Ballack. And Cech. And Anelka. And Malouda. AND ALL OF YOU. ♥♥♥

Btw, there are some rumors that say JOEY AND BALLACK WILL OUT NEXT SEASON. NO. NO. NO. Ancelotti and the team still want you. AND I WANT YOU.

Now... let's see the pictures of the big night! Chelsea vs Wigan @ Stamford Bridge. 8-0.

-Speechless- Well... That's all. More pictures just click here. WELL DONE CHELSEA!

source: Soccer Jones and official website of Chelsea.